Things are too much brutal in my life...

[[P]atchy[MAIN]]

Sup y'all. I know all of my friends don't likes me like before I got banned from the server. Still, I love my friends. But, in these days, all I think is that I shouldn't need to be in Earth... Things went too much brutal in my life... I applied to be a staff of MCNR and I also thought that I'll never get accepted and that happened. I dunno that if you can understand me, my feelings... Ahh quit this topic for being a staff of mcnr. But, it could increase the chances to stay in the Earth.......


I also know some of the people will say in their mind or in here: "Did I fucking ask about your life?!" Then don't see it pls. I just wanted to let my friends know about it, just.

[AWPerHanD]

Bruh what happen to you? Don't take things seriously find some things interesting and explore. There are other stuff to do.

[AWPerHanD]

Don't lock yourself here this is just a game/server explore the world and maybe you'll find some better life in the outside world

[Parzival]

cons of taking a game seriously

[sousage]

it's just a game, having fun bro. You have to get a life, a better life.

[trina]

Seeing this made me sad, especially because you mention taking your own life, which should never be taken gently or as a joke. It's a serious matter. You should consider looking to seek professional help because sadly you won't get it here and becoming Staff won't make things better for you especially if you are having all these types of thoughts

As for your history on here, you can still change it for the better. Don't repeat the same past mistakes and work on bettering yourself. You can have a clean and fresh start with everyone if you really wanted to, but you would have to put the work in for that to happen.

Another word of advice is don't take this game too seriously and don't let the people get to you. I know it's easier said than done, but these games are meant to be played to escape real life for a bit and have fun. Don't let it stress you out like this.

I really hope you do get professional help and try to enjoy life. There is so much out there to explore and see. You are alive for a reason, so go find that reason. Don't end your life. You deserve to be on Earth just like everyone else. I do wish you the best in life. Good luck.

[Flyburger]

-Locked.

[Lancerb1]

If this is genuine, then I really suggest you contact a suicide prevention hotline or organization to help you get through this. However, if you continue to make these kinds of posts, we will be force to contact a suicide prevention group or hotline in your behalf since suicide is nothing to be joking about.

I also remove parts of your post to avoid giving others ideas on how to harm themselves.