So... This server is a ruined server because of me. In this server, I get no respect no friends because I did cheats, ban evade, etc.
In my second time, when I was unbanned and before the times I left the server, I changed behave towards every one... And for those days, I have a question...
That is: I helped a manager from cops by giving him my personal vehicle to let him run away from those cops... My vehicle was almost destroyed along with all tires punctured... After few minutes, I asked that manager if I can get a "thanks" from him... But you know what I got? I got an ignore...
Who was wrong in this situation? Me? Who helped the manager by giving him his own vehicle? Or he? Who destroyed other's PV?
Well, after this comeback, I tried myself not to get toxic as I'm now. But as soon as I arrived on this server again, I got another ignorance from another staff... What did I do? I just asked him a simple question that was "Where are you from?"... No answer from him...
Yesterday too, I asked someone who was a Community Manager, the same question, "Where are you from?" Now what I did to HIM that I got another ignorance from him?
I just wanted to become normal by talking with the people who are known me for years.
And whenever I talk to Flyburger, Stalenin, etc., etc.... I talk with them AS normal AS possible by someone! But they start provoking me by just insulting me.
I don't know how one can change his behave without talking to those people, who were ALSO FRIENDS ONCE...
Now, I know, they won't give a shitty friend type thing to me, anytime... I guess, this server too... You guys are just telling me that I was, I am, and I'll stay toxic... But it's a no! You guys, who were once friends, just ignore me... And, this is why I had no choice to tolerate it anymore!
Now, I only need a chance to become normal, if you guys cooperate with me. If you don't want to cooperate with me to make me again a normal player as I was, I have nothing to do in here.
I need an answer, seriously, telling that, how one can change his behave even his friends talk with him provoke fully? What should I need to do else? I talked with all of you guys nicely, but, no one is not nice towards me... Except for a few people...
I wouldn't become toxic if you guys talked with me as I talked with you...
